4 a.m.

Ok, so it has become apparent that I am not going to complete the 23 things for work and win a laptop. I feel it is more important for me to do my work. So I was going to let my blog go. Then I read some of my friend's blogs, and I realized I can make this whatever I want.
So here goes.
This morning the fates and my emotions wreaked havoc on me and woke me up at four a.m. in a sad and melancholy mood. This week has been emotional - I am going to a wedding on Saturday that is stirring things up, I saw an old friend who I have missed dearly, and I am having to say good-bye to a new friend. I think saying good-bye to a new friend really sucks. I guess I just don't make friends easily, so when I 'click' with someone, it's really cool. So I guess I am mourning the loss of potential.
So laying in bed feeling sad at 4 a.m. is actually very peaceful and serene. I opened the curtains and looked out at the white white world. The trees covered in snow are so beautiful. I had a lot to think about. I even cried a little, which is so good to do sometimes.
Then the phone rang announcing snow delays and the lamp went on and the window turned black.
Wuh.